Monday, October 31, 2011

The Tyranny of Mediocrity


And we circle each other at distances beyond knowing
The hunter and the hunter
In snow covered hills beneath a cirrus sky blue
The hunted and the haunted
Through days of rain and nights of fire
We ignore our paths’ repeated erosive tread
We ignore the exposed strata of the past revealed
Seeing only future spoils
The taste of blood upon the tongue
No satisfaction for a starving man
On snow covered hills beneath a blue cirrus sky
A man conventionally attired
In sheep-skin vest and nylon tie
Will pass judgement on a floral shirt

Monday, October 24, 2011

DeSandro Bien

penumbra . 2
Still from The Man From London

In the Great Station Hall, now bereft of trains, the monitors glow valve-orange and hum monotonous as they regulate the levels and core temperatures of the tanks containing MantraRay’s antilight. Arcane steam powered technology manoeuvres the Leviptron’s hasty high-tech delivery from the old siding into the echoing hall where DeSandro Bien is tasked with managing the distillation process.

One would be correct to assume that the distillation of flowers into antilight is a fragrant process. However fragrance is not an entirely ethereal substance and is able to carry much more that the molecules of its make-up. In addition antilight has a gravity of intent that rivals that of the moon. DeSandro Bien will vouch for the above. From early on he’d learned that performing his managerial duties without a breathing mask could prove counter-productive. That fragrance, if inhaled in large quantities during the process of restructuring the flowers into what was once known as John Smith’s Black Hole Sunscreen Oil - antilight, produces strange hallucinations.
As a result of this earlier oversight DeSandro spent some nights and some days looking through the eyes of an alien mind; a mind that had no need for his pale and wiry body – he felt as if the light in his room – orange, flickering and incandescent; arcane technology that survived as best it could under its own crisis of identity - had developed a voice that ignored his head and spoke directly to the cells in his body, telling it things beyond all of the clever words he’d read and beyond all of the pretty pixelled paintings he had ever had the privilege to see. A learned man, scientifically literate, DeSandro has lost a few man-days to that alien mind.
Threaded in with these chemical formulae; the mixing ratios and MantraRay’s ever-increasing demands for antilight; are the thoughts and memories of a man who once enjoyed the luxury of personal time. And a true luxury it was, since DeSandro is one of those rare creatures who finds comfort in his own company and therefore were it not for the workload, his life in the Great Station Hall may well have been perfect.
Sometimes, when things are running smoothly, DeSandro is not averse to removing his breathing mask and inhaling controlled doses of what he had come to think of as chlorophyll dreams.

This world will not remember DeSandro Bien; his name will never be held up in praise of his managerial skills, but then DeSandro is not in a position to give the world any more thought than is required to perform his duties – to carry his body between the Great Hall and the small annex room where he tends to those functions necessary to assure that that body is fit to perform those duties.

DeSandro, breathing mask pushed hard against the window as he stretches down to close a badly-placed hand-valve, watches the recognisably wretched figure of John Smith being followed across the tracks by a no-less-wretched woman in a tattered velvet dress whose highlights expose intricate decorative threadwork to the glowering streetlight.
The valve hisses closed under DeSandro’s hand and he pushes himself up to stand, glancing briefly to see the scratchily silhouetted couple disappear into the gloom. He wonders idly if it is entirely fair to blame The End of the World on one man.

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Thursday, October 20, 2011

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Welcome to the Occupation

  1. The current system is unsustainable. It is undemocratic and unjust. We need alternatives; this is where we work towards them.
  2. We are of all ethnicities, backgrounds, genders, generations, sexualities dis/abilities and faiths. We stand together with occupations all over the world.
  3. We refuse to pay for the banks’ crisis.
  4. We do not accept the cuts as either necessary or inevitable. We demand an end to global tax injustice and our democracy representing corporations instead of the people.
  5. We want regulators to be genuinely independent of the industries they regulate.
  6. We support the strike on the 30th November and the student action on the 9th November, and actions to defend our health services, welfare, education and employment, and to stop wars and arms dealing.
  7. We want structural change towards authentic global equality. The world’s resources must go towards caring for people and the planet, not the military, corporate profits or the rich.
  8. We stand in solidarity with the global oppressed and we call for an end to the actions of our government and others in causing this oppression.
  9. This is what democracy looks like. Come and join us!

~ Occupy LSX

Monday, October 17, 2011

Gordian Knot


Surprisingly, I have reasonably good relationship with Word’s spelling & grammar checker.
I have it running live, so to speak, so it highlights any perceived errors I might make as I make them.
But I absolutely hate the rest of it – honestly I am more comfortable creating a page in html that I am in Word; dunno what that says about me; perhaps that I will never be a real writer, as in one of those hallowed few who get their names put up on the shelf of a bookshop.
Does this disappoint me?
Yes, but it is all a question of the expectations I have be conditioned to hold.
Perhaps I should feel privileged to be living on the crest of humanity’s wave of progress but I don’t.
Perhaps in less progressive times my name would have rested on those shelves, perhaps not – who cares?
In a recent comments ‘conversation’ with Letitia Coyne, I stated that I have come to terms with obscurity; perhaps I should have said “I am coming to terms with obscurity” since I’m still not sure how I feel about that.
All of this is made foolish by my apparent belief that I am any good at this writing lark; a position I am in no position to defend without the recognition promised by my conditioned expectations.

I am an artist, and I have no guilt,
~ with apologies to Patti Smith

Friday, October 14, 2011

The Night Confessor

Where Is The Fucking Cat? ~ Benoit Paille

The ground is mistaken
You are no contender
For the glittering prize
Awarded for glass walkers
On unpatterned steps
Designed to obscure

The house overlooking
In twilight mistaken
Yellow-tooth kitchen
And bedroom blue eyes
Which talk to the garden
In whispers of light

The moon condescends
To mistake the gravel
For a carpet of crushed glass
The fence of car doors closing
Tells tales of the footsteps
Secret meetings in amber

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Post No.666

Monday, October 10, 2011

The Nobody's Perfect Blues


It is nothing if not ironic that the very idea of trust is so flawed.
Since to consider trust in its essence one must look for it to be perfect.
Perfect in the sense that it is at once stronger than logic and simultaneously extremely fragile: once broken it cannot truly be repaired.
Perhaps I should be looking for a more imperfect ideal.
Perhaps I am wrong to expect that the trust required for friendship should be subject to the same standards the trust required for commitment.
Perhaps this is the reason that the only person I can call friend is the person to whom I am married.

The apple that don’t want to get eaten
Will still fall from the tree

~ Billy Bragg

Friday, October 07, 2011

Chant

A Perfect Vacuum ~ Jeremy Geddes

On autumn’s run the morning sun
Reflects on amber sleeves
Takes my hand on a one-night-stand
To the corner of the world

An island’s dream encased in steam
To warm my dew-drop heart
Takes me in - a heroine
On the corner of the world

On winter wings the evening sings
The song of spring’s reprise
Takes me round to alien town
In the corner of the world

A continent in discontent
Rising up to take control
Takes my mind to another time
To the corner of the world

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

Monday, October 03, 2011

Garth


Last week I gave the address of the Far Queue to an old friend from way back – we haven’t really spoken for nearly 20 years.
This is only relevant because until then nobody I know (besides wife and sons) knows that the Far Queue exists, let alone that it is where I spew out the toxic waste that would otherwise accumulate and manifest itself as Mr Grouchy.

Perhaps because of my fear of authority, or rather what the authorities are capable of, there is a definite paranoia linked to having my name known out there in the ether. Not that I’m advocating violent insurrection here, but you never know when you might attract the attention of some censor. Back in the bad old days in South Africa they used to say you could get arrested for saying the wrong thing about the government; I don’t know if that applied to the man-in-the-street but there certainly were people who were punished for saying the wrong thing too loudly.
But it can hardly be said that The Far Queue poses any danger to those inept motherfuckers who run the world and I very much doubt that the 10 people who read here regularly could be misconstrued as cabal of dangerous anarchists set to overthrow the establishment.
Pity.

So perhaps, in light of (and despite) the above, I should come out from behind Pisces Iscariot (stupid fucking name anyway) and start trading in my own name.

I shall henceforth be known as Garth; it is, after all, my name.

In all othert respects it will be "business as usual" here at the Far Queue.

For the record: that's not really me emerging from the helicopter

Saturday, October 01, 2011

Catch Afire


I’ve been hanging with the hollow men
In shiny suits and cocaine teeth
Morning brings the broken numbers
On whose padded shoulders
The world pretends to balance

I’ve been hanging with the hollow men
All shiny cars and champagne nights
Morning brings my broken teeth
On a gold plate stolen
From scales of justice mangled

I’ve been hanging with the hollow men
With pockets leaking blood
Morning kills another day
With gigabytes and gangrene
With promises to pay

I’ve been hanging with the hollow men
With breath that reeks of cancer
Morning pulses through my veins
Needled sunlight serenades
Another vault to plunder

I’ve been hanging with the hollow men
But they don’t care for me
Morning finds me on my own
Gold teeth gilded glitter
Behind a broken grin